I want to rent a botnet and point it at my own website + service stack so that I can better understand how they work and protect myself against it.
I’m looking for things like automated web scraping, targeted ddos, llm generated fake comments and stuff like that. Basically, I want to test my services against my stuff before I launch.
I don’t believe this is illegal as I’m targeting myself for education.
In cybersecurity, this is called red-hat or red-team work. Maybe the search terms will help you find what you need.