

Thank you for this reply.
don’t get scared when your habits and thoughts change.
I guess that is the quiet part of the question out loud, isn’t it?
This gives me some hope for my future. Currently I don’t see a spark for me to lose, so only upwards from here.
I certainly will try as I found a low I did not existed and the trajectory hasn’t been great for years, so something needs to change.
you can always add restraints to kick-start your process.
Though what do you mean by this? I seem to have trouble understanding.






Thank you for this perspective. I will try to adapt some of it for me. I do not intend to become depressed artist.